Vivinavi : Hawaii : (United States) Hawaii

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• 2023/09/01 (Fri) 08:59
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I have a 25 year old daughter
who is now my life review and
well, that's a very long story, but I was a wrecking ball, and without a role model, I went into labor for an unprecedented 14 days, 3 weeks late for my due date, and had to rush into labor in a state of suspended animation
I'm sorry to tell you my story. I was the only female animal in my family, and when my baby finally came to life a little late, I was happier than if I had won the lottery, almost 11 months in the womb, and 14 days in labor.
Now she is like my guardian angel, saying the nicest things to me in the coldest tone of voice and then I realize
I digress, my daughter is about 1 year old, physically mobile, self-aware, vocal, and even if her words are not enough, she can communicate by the wavelength of her voice
At that time, I don't know, I was sleepy and crying. I'm not sure if it's a good idea for me to have a baby, but I'm not sure if it's a good idea for me to have a baby. I'm not religious and I can't see the Reverend but I can smell or see the person's heart at that moment.
I was really happy when I got a positive result for breast cancer
7 years ago
But 5 years ago my daughter told me why she wanted to kill herself She told me about the anti-cancer drugs (experimental in the US military, why she had zero muscle mass in her legs) and the radiation therapy . Radiotherapy (which was no big deal ） Of course, they tried to remove it, but they failed, and two weeks later I survived with the same scar over the same spot, and at one point, after everything was over, my daughter told me that her own father had sexually coerced her...
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all I can say to you here is that before you are a parent, you are growing up with the child
because I did
children have animal instincts like a belly clock for their parents' frustration patterns
my daughter was a child of her father and his father. I asked her why she didn't talk to me about it then, and I'm not shocked that she confessed before that.
What surprised me more was that she actually found out more about me than I did. She told me that she was like the mother in the Terminator movie, and if I told her the truth then she would be in jail right now. I think it's easy to understand when you think a human child has developed a little bit of ego
and where that ego came from ？ it's also a reflection
if you are not in tune (I hate certain religions, just their feelings, the issues behind their problems, etc...) it's like when you play music with different people and they are all on different wavelengths.
I've never been so passionate about Vivinavi
I've never been so passionate about a child or a father
If there is a fourth person like me who is listening at this moment, if there is a fourth person like me who is listening at this moment, if there is a fourth person like me who is listening at this moment, if there is someone who is listening at this moment, if there is someone who is listening at this moment, if there is someone who is listening at this moment, if there is someone who is listening at this moment, if there is someone who is listening at this moment, if there is someone who is listening at this moment. If you can be of any help to me, I would appreciate it 24/7. I'm still an active rocker and play in a bar. No education. But mother of an only daughter
I've never replied to anyone like this before
I think it's because I drank too much tequila